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01:28 pm: Im sorry i dont post very often, I really feel like i need to talk today.
The inside of my mouth and my lips are all cracked and bleeding, i know its because im not getting enough protein and vitamins.
I know im just being stupid but im feeling really depressed, iv been crying pretty much since i woke up, yawned and my lip cracked. i sometimes just wish i was normal-not to have to fear going to the doctors when im not well, i mean my mouth is fucked because im not getting enough nutrition, but it hurts so much i cant face eating.
This post isnt even making much sense sorry.

06:15 pm: Boys suck!!!
Ugh!!!
The boyf is taking me go-carting tomorrow and apparently the best part of the go-carting experience is getting a Macdonalds drive through after- is he insane!?!?!?!?
I hate macdonalds, i really dont like burgers but there must be something in macdonalds burgers- no one can just have a bit of one, it has to be like 10 with large fries and a full fat coke!! im soo dreading it!!
I really dont know what im going to do, its not like the salads are any better, just lettuce and battered chicken slathered in dressing!!!- probably better with a burger.
Its soo annoying, john keeps complimenting me on my flat tummy and what he calls rock chick hip bones, but if i dont put a stop to these dinner dates he can kiss goodbye to them!!

03:57 pm: Confused!!!!
This is my first entry and im well confused about what im doing, not very technically minded and not eaten all day so im finding navigation a bit of a nightmare!!
So this is really just a test.